im so fucking sick that i haven't been able to even muster the energy to reply to a couple people who wanted commissions im just
god i hate myself right now.

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im so fucking sick that i haven't been able to even muster the energy to reply to a couple people who wanted commissions im just
god i hate myself right now.
im sorry everyone for not posting that often, I'll paste here what happened from my fa journal - TL;DR - Our AC has been breaking a million times, they replaced it with a new one, new AC also broke, they are treating us inhumanely here. its been stressful and dehumanizing so it's been hard to stream or make new work which would help make rent. and we need help making the rest of rent by the 1st.
Update - the ac was finally fixed on monday night. but we both did get pretty sick from the ordeal, so if anyone can still help us with rent and pet food that would mean a lot...thank you...
hey everyone, first want to say im open for commissions and ych's to pay for the rest of rent and pet food i am currently 600$ short and im not 100% sure if i'll be able to stream yet any time soon due to issues at home. I have been feeling extremely sick emotionally and physically since the weekend and I'm trying really hard to recover but idk what to do when i literally cannot function.
Commission price list - https://docs.google.com/document/d/1iU4Qh-wtWrWQlsAELSwlOoXwB_vzKN-dZjSbp3-9f5A/edit?usp=sharing
Current YCH's open - https://t.co/qItZ6zYr8q
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I guess i should start by saying that this summer has been hell for us. we moved to another city partly to be closer to family and partly to try to find a better place to live. last summer our apartment team left us without a working ac in over 100 degree weather for a month with only 1 portable ac to use, we were sick from being overheated and struggling, it made us not want to stay there anymore and so when the lease was up we moved. i was really hoping the new place would be better, and surely, i wouldn't be so unlucky that the exact same thing wouldn't happen at another place right?
nope. i was wrong. ever since the summer started the AC was constantly breaking. for a while it was not cooling enough, then it was not working at all, and after a lot of stress and calling everyone i could for property management they finally replaced the AC with a new one. they only JUST did this a few weeks ago. i thought finally we wouldn't be suffering or struggling with being cool. but then on friday the AC starting pouring water onto the floor, it was a very moderate leak and so we had to turn it off and call the property team again. but it was almost impossible to get a hold of them. i only got an answer once and all they did was offer to send 1 portable ac for an entire apartment, and said nobody could come until monday. for a non functioning AC unit in a desert this is really scary. i did try to give the portable a chance but its old and falling apart and so it did not cool even the room it was in very much so we had to scramble to get to a hotel over the weekend. a lot of stuff has happened in general but just to cut it short overall this place has been a nightmare to work with for even emergency situations where someone should be sent out immediately or same-day. they have no after hours support even though they say they're supposed to, no weekend support. and because of all of this i've lost out on working for 4 days so far. Its very hard to work when there is something so stressful happening. I've had almost no sleep for 4 days at all and to top it off nobody has fixed the AC still even today when they said they would.
Im really scared and not sure what to do, even though there were really kind people who got portable acs for us they won't arrive until next week, and so its not going to help with the current situation, its more something that will help with future issues.
Im worried that we're not going to be able to recover fast enough to make rent since its due on the 1st.
I expected them to come in the morning today to fix the AC but apparently the property team didn't even schedule anything for today, and so they had to come around noon. the guy who came by did absolutely nothing, he looked at the AC for a minute, then turned it on saying "its new, its not leaking" yeah no shit it wasn't leaking it was off all weekend. then he left. a couple hours later it started leaking again to not surprise. I had to call them again and have them send someone else over. but I have so much good luck that the team sent over here is now stuck on a one way street because of a severe accident with no eta in sight. i dont' know when they're going to arrive today and i don't even know if they'll fix it by the end of the night. i kept the AC on this time but its basically flooding the hallway so i may turn it off again if they don't finish fixing it tonight. (they did fix it at the very end of the day.)
I've been calling so many people and trying so hard to get help for this thing that should be considered an emergency but nobody is acting like its important enough and i feel extremely defeated and depressed. i don't even have the ability to explain fully how miserable its been this summer and especially this weekend.
If anyone at all likes my work and is interested in getting anything to help us pay for rent (the place that is treating us like crap) it would mean a lot, i really hate that this is happening again, this is getting in the way of me being able to complete more work, and also just, not become sick.